Diet crashed

Konbanwa~~~~

What a great weekend-.........NO WAY!
O.O!!!!!!
I abused my appetite today~~~
;(
Feeling guilty now~

1) Breakfast - 3 slices of bread with eggs and tuna spread
2) Late lunch - Dried noodle with 3 fishballs.
3) Dinner - BIG PROBLEM.

T.T
Sis reached home like~ 4pm. She was super duper hungry but I was lil hungry .... since I ate something beforehand. Later realized that we bought too many things to eat.

a) egg sandwich
b) chicken teriyaki sandwich
c) sushi set
d) small sushi set
e) a glass of lychee bubble tea ( below )


After eating the chicken teriyaki thing, I'm full.
Brought back small sushi set home, is not in the fridge currently.
Feeling super duper duper guilty for eating rice and bread at the same time!~
I'm expecting a bun face tomorrow morning. =( !!!!!!

I should just said no that time!!!!!

-Dino-chan-

LOOK!

Sis found it at Midvalley and he is here now!
Cinnamoroll!
;)
But is japanese or chinese inspired?
Kimono vs chinese head bun.

LOL

Tell me.

-Dino-chan-

Confession time again!(angry version)

Just a quick note - I need a place to let out my anger. Sorry if you find it annoying or whatsoever. ~~~~~

I quit.
I gave up on the training.
Why?

First, I saw from newspaper ad and it stated "Admin Officer" position. So I called up and set up an appointment for interview. As you know, I have a brother who makes noise when I'm unemployed and he said without thinking twice. He is straightforward and his words are very very harsh. Get the picture? During interview, I felt the condition was okay and I thought was really do admin work that's why I wanted this job badly. And I did~ I got it. Also I can shut his mouth up! I never imagined it was not admin officer!

Second, first day of the job - ended up it was training. Was super excited about it. As time goes by, I realized that I'm learning foreign exchange investment trading methods. In my heart I was thinking, an admin officer needed such knowledge? As I'm happy with it so I decided to ignore it. Until last week, I realized that once I'm done training, I will automatically become a trainer for manager post. (WEIRD RIGHT?!) I'm inexperienced~

Third, the company's interior is not like any other normal offices. Eventhough the reception is renovated beautifully, but once I enter the main office, I was only a wide room with few long tables. There are six tables on each long tables = Library. Look like library!!!!! ~ Equipped with a big monitor displays foreign market.

Fourth, one of the senior managers is scary, as I'm the only chinese candidate among 12 people ~ I guess is call favouritism ~ UNTIL she sms me even after working hours. I felt threaten. =(

Fifth, as I said earlier, it became an investment company for international currency. So, if I up for this job as manager, I need to find a client by myself (yet they said no marketing involved during first day) ~ Guess what? The capital is RM500,000. 500K!~ Half of a million? I'm sure your family members wun help/contribute you that BIG AMOUNT OF MONEY.

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With the above statements, I decided to quit.
But, when you decided on something major, of course you need to inform to your whole family about what is going on with you ( sort of )
And sadly, I need to tell him that too...about this matter.

Firstly, his way of speaking was as if he cared for me. He said dun go to that company anymore starting tomorrow.
THEN~ he started lecturing me again.
I dun mind if he just lectured me in a normal way~

But he blamed that I over fantasized want to be a manager that's why I stayed too long in that company eventhough this company was a scam company. NO! I quit straight away after I asked everything in details! I dun want to just leave without knowing everything and later be blamed by the company or get misunderstood ~

He also asked me what I want to do for my next job. Yet he suggested me to go for part-time job. Not making any sense...if I know what I want to do~ or what job I want, of course I hope for full-time so I can get experience and get promoted, just like everyone else! Part-time job doesn't lead me to good career! Tell me, was he insane?

He also said dun think of 9-5 job. Excuse me, now standard working hour is 9-6. Does he know that? Of course not, he's working in a BANK. ~ And he said I should go for job that equipped with public transport facilities. How about him? He drives to work!

Lastly, he blamed that I might quit again in short period of time if he ever recommended me to his friend for any job vacancies. THIS TIME IS NOT FAULT! I have to quit because of the conditions! If not, I will remain myself there and avoid letting you to lecture me! I dun even want your offer.... =( It will just bring me more stress.
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Which is why, I am so stress now ....
=(
I dun have a healthy siblings..

Also, is my ego's fault. I thought I got the right job to shut his mouth up.
Instead, I got slapped back and it hurts me a lot. I cried like crazy just now.
Sigh .....................
I'm thankful at the fact that, the company didn't cheat my money.
Blessing in disguise~
Aaaaa...I need a comfort.

I hope I can get a job opportunity soon........

Good night, and thanks for reading it.

-Dino-chan-

New wallet

Cost me RM12 only~
^_^ one and only left!~ Remaining were in red.


But compartments are lesser than my previous wallet.
Less than a year but I have to throw it into bin because of a huge hole internally. My coins keep running here and there .....................

Dear new wallet, please stay with me longer okay?

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Okay, here's the thing.

I'm so frustrated today~ the more I discussed with people, the more I feel insecure towards the place I am under training since last week.

Mom suggested to wait until the last day of training, then only sort things out. But I am scared to face it. I feel so nervous and dunno what to do. The more I think about it, the more I feel weird. As if, that company is illegal O.O ......................

Maybe I should ask on Monday? .... ARGH...I dunno!!!!! I feel disturbed by it.

I was frustrated until I washed toilet and mopped the floor. Treated the floor as my platform to release my anger. Poor floor tiles.....were you in pain?.... I'm sorry.

-Dino-chan-

Something bothers me

Is about my job
mmm...is not considered as job/work yet since I'm still under training period. Next Tue is the last day. After that, it depends whether they accept me or not. If yes, will get the offer letter and starts work next month. If otherwise, I have to start from zero again - newspaper/search job.

I didn't know it was like that ~~~ :( aiks ....

During interview, no such statements nor indication that is going to be that way. According to the paper, it stated admin officer. As I judged the office's environment, I thought is gonna be okay. Didn't know it turned out to be this way. I told myself "never mind!" and moving on with my life daily.

Till today, I realized one thing, I'm training under financial servicing company but actually to me, is like an investment company, as in ~ you have to get a client by yourself and start to invest/trade. BIG question mark for me is, the investment's capital.

IS DAMN A LOT....is half of a million in ringgit malaysia.

Will a stranger or your friend's friend trust you by having you to invest on the international market with half a million as the capital?

Answer: NO WAY

Even my family too! So .... I dunno how....to....say!~ argh!~~~
Come to think of it, the company is new and there's no receptionist. Few days ago there was, but she suddenly quits. Next, the office environment is like a library.....long tables, few chairs per table...that's it.
;/ ~~~

PLEASE HELP ME.

If let say, I really got the offer letter...what should I do ?!
Is really doesn't sound right.
Plus, (not saying I'm racist) I'm the only chinese among so many people joined for training.
Till today, 5 out of 12 disappeared from the training lol ..........the office getting more quiet than before. One of my group member disappeared too.

Who dun worry?

=( I dunno what to comment now.....

-Dino-chan-

What I want for now is

Weekend = Rest/relax

.............. I'm willing to starve then getting not enough time to relax and rest.

-Dino-chan-

How you celebrated Valentine's Day?

I celebrated it with this ~~~~


~together with my sister of course!~~~~~


Well, is not really that bad. I had fun with her eventhough it was not a romantic dinner + bouquet of flowers....etc. Heee heee, dunno why I'm not interested with it anymore.
Maybe because of work.

It's been 3 days since then and everything ran smoothly so far.
Some of them quit, they didn't turned up on the next day.
Now the office became quite quiet...
lol ... now I know why training is given and offer letter is not given first here.
Many quitters I think~ since this is not an easy thing to understand. *gulp*
Thank god I understand ( well, not all but at least ~ I'm trying to learn and understand and keep asking whenever I have trouble understanding it )

When I reached home, the first room I head to now is always my study room. LOL
I cannot just sit down and relax. I felt uneasy. I need to do some quick revision before that. Then I can resume my daily routine. Even before bedtime, I will revise again. In the end, I felt tired early morning. =.= Just like this morning, kept yawning.

Had a trouble understanding something today, ended up I called my boss for help ~ she helped me! So happy!~
But then, now I have another set of problem =.="""""""""""
Will try to solve it by myself later~~~ since is holiday today~ might as well I explore it and refer to her on Wednesday. Sounds good?

I hope I can produce a correct answer ....

And so, before I go to bed, Happy holiday to those who are ~ =)
Good night

-Dino-chan-

Fireworks

PS: After watching the video, dun you think it sounded like machine guns~right?! HAHAHA This is so funny! Samsung star! I love you!

Fireworks from last two nights ( Thursday )~
=)
Captured a video before I went to bed. Hahaha..naughty me.
It was noisy, but fun since is colouful. Just like candy! :D

Yesterday was monster,my bro's birthday.
Ate steamboat, no pictures since no batteries for my digi cam LOL
Shared with sis, we gave him a set of things from The Body Shop, additional of a deodorant for him... HHAHAH!!! Hope he likes it.

Also, last but not least, Happy Birthday to Chansung from 2PM!
:P
And yay for Friday/Saturday! I can relax!

-Dino-chan-

CNY - The 8th day

Tomorrow ( this coming midnight in another words ) is the 9th day of CNY 2011.
On this day, we will burn things for sky god.
So, please expect for fireworks and smoke's smell later, people!

I am still thinking whether to stay up late for tonight since I have to wake up by 7am tomorrow.
Urrrr...... tiring.
But, is Friday! So, maybe once in awhile will be all right.
:P

Today was a training for me.
Ended quite early but didn't had a chance to avoid the traffic jams.
Got home an hour after~ =( as not expected. Wasted time in the car.
Imagine next time I go to work by train .... LOL .. more time wastage.
I really need to recognize more roads besides my house nearby only!~~~
T.T
Plan to get a car of my own when I am stable with the job
=)
Wish me super luck!
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My brain is so tired and I really want to take a nap, but my mind is full of energy.
T_T
I feel so sien all of a sudden!~ D: ~~~
Blaaaa...what am I typing right now????
I think is just a random post for today.

PS: My mom is snoring beside me while I'm typing this lol

-Dino-chan-

Happy birthday everyone

According to my mom,tomorrow(9th) is everyone's birthday- the 7th day of CNY. In cantonese is call 'Yan yatt'

I am expecting crowds tomorrow! dinner especially. What do you think? =)

With just blinks of eye, guess what~ 1 day left of freedom for me and I will enter another world. Working world. Well? MIXED FEELINGS

I cannot stop thinking about it. About the atmosphere/colleagues/area/foods/appetite. HOPEFULLY i wun make any situation worsen. T.T Sometimes I ask myself why I choosed this. BUT if not, I need to look for job through newspapers again. I am very sick looking on classified section daily.

I hope is the right choice.

Shall enjoy tomorrow now. =)
.............ME NEED ENCOURAGEMENTS

-Dino-chan-

Summary for CNY 1

Gong Xi Fa Cai!~
You know what? I didn't go back to Johor for balik kampung this year.
As the newspaper stated few days earlier, especially on Segamat, Johor, the place was flooded with water.
It was seriously damage (according to my father's side), and was advised not to go back.

Since our routine can't be made, we changed to plan B.

We went to the temple nearby and ate porridge, also prayed our grandma and grandpa who are in heaven~~~~~~~ =)
NEXT~ me,sis,bro and sis-in-law went to Thean Hou temple!~



Lanterns and people!
We had our lunch there and the price was !#$%^&*&^%$#@!
A vegetarian economy rice worth RM10
Ice kacang RM5?
LOL
SCARY!
But, what to do ~ hungry and thirsty.
Nobody cared ~ XD



Yup, if you realized, me and sis were in pink while they were in red LOL
Pink and red team~~~~~~
Before we left, we saw turtles!~


Looks like lala to me lol .... or oyster....
It was super duper duper HOT yesterday~ and Midvalley is just nearby.
We headed there in a speed of light~ and straight went to The Gardens
Saw some nice decos~



Walking around like a fool ( tired and hot, we wanted the cold air AHAHA )~ we decided to stop by at Baskin Robbins



:D

Reached home at 6~
7.30pm went out again LOL Plus with mom and dad, went to watch movie!~
All's well end's well~ movie.

Comment from me: It was sucked. Homecoming from singapore is much better.

How was your CNY first day?

-Dino-chan-

Gong xi gong xi!~

Happy Chinese New Year 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*finally, the year of tiger ended*
I hope everyone is gonna have a blast for this week.

Now....where are fireworks?

-Dino-chan-